Everything with life is so uncertain, nothing about tomorrow is promised and that rings so clearly now that I'm going through days that I once again, never thought would be my life. First major one has to have been when I lost my mom as a young teen. And now here I am, it happens again... A very different kind of "loss," I lost my husband from my life. I can't go into that right now but will say every day has been a struggle. Hiding my tears from myself and my kids, trying to keep strong for my kids. Truly getting different levels of MOMents!
Today, I was on Facebook, scrolling past homeschool sales, tips, some local yard sales, a few updates of love with Valentine's Day around the corner, then "RIP" posts came with an old co-worker tagged along with the images of her. Beautiful mom of two, she was just posting about a month ago I thought I had scrolled passed it as usual. She is now the second coworker to pass away from that same store we worked together years ago before I became a mom. They were both young, maybe late twenties, early thirties. Both unexpected, both so full of life, so full of beautiful personalities... And just like us full of opinions, and worries about our children I'm sure. Doing all we can in this life. Then something happened to them, families haven't said what happened online. It was so sudden - we'll never know what happened.